I'm just so frustrated. I know that I should just expect this by now, but I went ahead and let myself think that it could possibly be our month.

I took a pregnancy test after having almost convinced myself that it was positive and it wasn't. It was just another freakin' negative in my face. I'm so tired of it. You would think that getting negative results would be easy after getting so many but it never gets better. It sucks every time.

I'm going to go and crawl into a hole now.